Somehow Its all the same ....

It never mattered what people say

I know they know everything

Yet i never believed them

It never felt like it was wrong

But i knew somehow today you were lying

Yet I never believed me

I adored your dreams and stood by you

I caused you burden but never disgraced you

Not a day of your lifestyle I doubted you

I never thought that I'd feel this again

Cheated betrayed for the feeling still the same

Worse than ever thought you were not like the other

The words you uttered sounded like from above

You told me everything and convinced me you were loyal

Believing was my arrogance and seeing was my blindness

Trust you gave was to fade the lies

All you've said today seems to deny

You say i was the only but another you fancy

Now love's pain has gone somewhere

Yet I'm still hanging there

Bleeding with tears heart ripped so bare

Ill stick through it since i have changed

Questioning if my hearts confined

The present and past Ill leave behind

The future decided Ill never return

Hope or see, touch or feel

What you did to me, simple yet final

~sha~

~ Your Deadly Lullaby ~

~ Your Deadly Lullaby ~

May the angels leave your sight;
As the demons haunt your nights, May your smiles fade the falling heights;
As darkness shall fall upon life your horrible fright,


May truth prevail the liar u are never a knight,
You're worse than the God sent dark blight;


May all your wishes and dreams never shall be bright,
You're a sickly plague caused by u a deadly mite,


May hell fall upon you as you die alive in the grave so tight,
I swear you will cry your living for you will loose its good sight;


May the sin u shone on me be an end to all my plights; You shall suffer the worst death without guidance of angels in white,


My justice will be replied cause God is my witness of all might;
Only then I’ll ease that everything now is finally all right.
~SHA~ Rest In Pain

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AIM 09

AIM!

btw its ma 2nd tattoo....

~SHA~

MA BIRTHDAY 09!!!!!!!!!!!

My perfect child. Mushu Lycan.

U can't turn back time......

If u r reading this ...... You will know who you are??

i know i aint a perfect fren... n in ur definition ... one is only ur most noble fren when they agree to everything u say n want... if not... they end up as traitors...

i know u play save by being nice to both sides..
but when others do it is wrong even if they are not involved at all in a specific problem..
n i know how d game goes...
but im not playing any game or am i ever goin to acknowledge d game u choose to play.....

i know u want everything the way it was...... BUT ITS NOT....
we have said n done too much to the friendship we created that we our selves caused its ending....
when u had a chance to say it all u chose to write in as a 3rd person... n when u were suppose to be the one who listens you chose to blame it all on a 3rd person who is your fren....
n now... its too long its too late.....

dun compare situations to be d same... relationships or friendships....
everyone's situations n problems are different...
dun try to make another's wrong right to make urs look fine...

frenz will last when the frenships are honest & true...

~SHA~

"HEAL"

by: westlife

Even though you're near me
I need you far away
To be an ocean
To build another way

I'll be broken
And I know it
But I just can't seem to find
Another way

Though you want to
Though you try to
You can't stop the rain
For the first time
It's not you
Who can heal me

I need some distance
To find another road
It's not so easy
Sorrow, such a heavy load

I'll be broken
And I show it
But I'm gonna have to live
Without you here

Though you want to
Though you try to
You can't stop the rain
For the first time
It's not you
Who can heal me

Poets say
As time's a case
A broken souls were mend
But you would come around again
So my sorrow's gonna end

But it's not you...
Heal me...
But it's not you...
Heal me...

Though you want to (though you want to)
Though you try to (thought you try to)
You can't stop the rain
For the first time
It's not you
Who can heal me

Though you want to (though you want to)
Though you try to (thought you try to)
You can't stop the rain
For the first time
It's not you
Who can heal me
Heal me

Weeping Willow Tree....

Weeping willow tree
Creeping d nights winds
Touches follows d leads
Of life’s left seeds
Touch me tenderly

I hear you lil baby
Calling thy the mommy
Carry me back 2 eternity
Happiness seems so lengthy

Past still haunts d heart dats lonely
But gladly u hold me closely
While im under d weeping willow tree
Still searchin our destiny

Hearing seems too fade clearly
Sight of angles ends d darkness and misery
Weeping willow tree I know you’ll carry me
Strong and loving u gave me life as charity

Weeping willow tree
creeping d nights winds
I promise you honesty
Love despite misery

~SHA~

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