No it is not ok...

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

Beyonce'

Love ~ Lust ~ Trust

Trust held as dust,
Earned or lost,
If never of love,
Should not by lust..

Hush...
Listen from the beginning
Learn how trust never is healing

Whisper...
Trust is earned and lost
It must never be questioned
Thus trust is keen as the answer is unseen;

Lost of trust is the word that has been said,
The live that had been dead,
The rhythm that had been faked,
The blood that has been shed,
The time that cant be backed....

But grow, learn, listen
It trust not life,
Hence starts not ends..

~DASHA~

4 things u cant recover ....

Somehow Its all the same ....

It never mattered what people say

I know they know everything

Yet i never believed them

It never felt like it was wrong

But i knew somehow today you were lying

Yet I never believed me

I adored your dreams and stood by you

I caused you burden but never disgraced you

Not a day of your lifestyle I doubted you

I never thought that I'd feel this again

Cheated betrayed for the feeling still the same

Worse than ever thought you were not like the other

The words you uttered sounded like from above

You told me everything and convinced me you were loyal

Believing was my arrogance and seeing was my blindness

Trust you gave was to fade the lies

All you've said today seems to deny

You say i was the only but another you fancy

Now love's pain has gone somewhere

Yet I'm still hanging there

Bleeding with tears heart ripped so bare

Ill stick through it since i have changed

Questioning if my hearts confined

The present and past Ill leave behind

The future decided Ill never return

Hope or see, touch or feel

What you did to me, simple yet final

~sha~