Oct 12, 2010

Now it ok, but you shut down....

If I Were A Boy

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy




Sep 7, 2010

Love ~ Lust ~ Trust

Trust held as dust,
Earned or lost,
If never of love,
Should not by lust..

Hush...
Listen from the beginning
Learn how trust is unhealing
Whisper
Trust is earned and lost

It must never be questioned
Thus trust is keen as the answer is unseen;

Lost of trust is the word that has been said,
The live that had been dead,
The rhythm that had been faked,
The blood that has been shed,
The time that cant be backed....

But grow, learn, listen
It trust not life,
Hence starts not ends..

~DASHA~

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4 things u cant recover ....




Jun 1, 2010

Somehow Its all the same ....

It never mattered what people say
I know they know everything
Yet i never believed them

It never felt like it was wrong
But i knew somehow today you were lying
Yet I never believed me

I adored your dreams and stood by you
I caused you burden but never disgraced you
Not a day of your lifestyle I doubted you

I never thought that I'd feel this again
Cheated betrayed for the feeling still the same
Worse than ever thought you were not like the other

The words you uttered sounded like from above
You told me everything and convinced me you were loyal
Believing was my arrogance and seeing was my blindness

Trust you gave was to fade the lies
All you've said today seems to deny
You say i was the only but another you fancy

Now love's pain has gone somewhere
Yet I'm still hanging there
Bleeding with tears heart ripped so bare

Ill stick through it since i have changed
But ill leave once my hearts confined
The present and past Ill leave behind

The future decided Ill never return
Hope or see, touch or feel
What you did to me, simple but its final

~sha~

May 17, 2009

~ Your Deadly Lullaby ~

~ Your Deadly Lullaby ~


May the angels leave your sight;
As the demons haunt your nights,


May your smiles fade the falling heights;
As darkness shall fall upon life your horrible fright,


May truth prevail the liar u are never a
knight,
You're worse than the God sent dark blight;


May all your wishes and dreams never shall
be bright,
You're a sickly plague caused by u a deadly mite,


May hell fall upon you as you die alive in the grave so tight,
I swear you will cry your living for you will lo
ose its good sight;


May the sin u shone on me be an end to all my plights;

You shall suffer the worst death without guidance of angels in white,


My justice will be replied cause God is my wit
ness of all might;
Only then I’ll ease that everything now is finally all right.


~ you will never be forgiven nor will ever my curses make u forgotten ~


Rest In Pain
~4240891~


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May 4, 2009

AIM 09

hey peeps .. i know its been real long since i blogged... n i know only ma frenz read ma blog since i have a life n dun blog bout every shit i do every sec of a day... anywho.......
was at AIM.. it wasnt the greatest show ppl here claim it is.. but it was good experience n fun bein there with talented ppl n really loving bf of mine... like always HE rawked the show.....

but the sial part of it is when ma bf told me that he saw dat MIDGET crawling around for cheap publisity down at PWTC .. dun worry guys it was there for some lame expo for some midget conferance maybe definitely not classy event material... but i din see it....maybe cause i cant be bothered lookin at things shorter than the everage hieght with a pig face rite....

anyways poor thing... i heard bout its miserable life lately which made it befren back all those it bitched bout so badly b4... wat to do... evryone know its true colours ma.. maybe after growin a year older is not enough to grow its maturity level still.... i guess its brains are as short as its height.. other than that weekends had been great .... Mega me n naz catched wolverine n it was HAWT!!!!

p/s: u wanna bitch do it to ma face... n d last time u checked u were such a coward u dun even dare walk to me when i stood right up to ur face.. maybe its ur height but wateva... we cant talk to animals anyhow... ;) diz is wat u get when u wanna start sumthin when there is nuthin...
n if u think its u... its not u.. dun perasan okie.... cause its very familiar to u but the world does not revolve around u like u always dreamt off...

btw its ma 2nd tattoo....


Feb 4, 2009

MA BIRTHDAY 09!!!!!!!!!!!


SUPRISES!!!!!!!!!!!! ARE GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Aug 22, 2008

U can't turn back time......

If u r reading this ...... You will know who you are??
as for me i dun blog n delete or blog n try to claim bein noble indirectly...
I blog when i should the most and when shouldnt at all(which are bout d lame funny crappy stuffs we do)

anyways......
i know i aint a perfect fren... n in ur definition ... one is only ur most noble fren when they agree to everythin u say n want... if not... they end up as traitors...

i know u play save by bein nice to both sides.. but when others do it is wrong even if they are not involved at all in a specific problem.. n i know how d game goes... but im not playin any game or am ever goin to acknowledge d game u choose to play.....
i know u want everythin the way it was...... BUT ITS NOT....
we have said n done too much to the frensip we created that we ourself caused its ending....
when u had a chance to say it all u chose to write in as a 3rd person... n when u were suppose to be the one who listens you chose to blame it all on a 3rd person who is your fren....
n now... its too long its too late.....

dun compare situations to be d same... relationships or frenships.... everyones situations n problems are different... dun try to make anothers wrong right to make urs look fine...
another short note to a stranger in d sheets... ure a deleted chapter.... so dun act or bother giving noble talks... cause if u really are all dat noble... clear what you did.... u know god knows.... dun claim it when u know it deep inside....

frenz will last when the frenship is true...

n im happy with all ma frenz now... cause they aint a liar like u....

This is how it will be......
Frens 4eva....

Bein good in writing wont change the fact of how life n reality is......
U can manupulate words but u cant manipulate feelings and the naked truth of what you know inside....
hope someday... u will quit all the sayings of silence n for once juz say it to d faces concerned.... cause where we r from... ppl always talk.....

no point replyin n saying its done cause u know it very well as much as u say it n wanna believe it... its not done at all....