guess its today...................

hey Shahali......

By d time u read this u wont here.... 

We spent Christmas eve together...
Then the usual that felt so unusual..
Breakfast... Ozana.. the packing for the moving (the leaving actually)
BAMBOO HUT was for the night!!!!
Always only 4 special occasions ...

Then that was it... he left...finally this just got real.
Guess I'll wait.
And just wait and see..... 

SHAHALI

~SHA~

NAJU N GRACE !!!!!

~kite runners...... fugly version~

~ SHA~

SHA's DAY OUT..........

Spending time with me keeps me sane and at ease... cause if you can't spend time alone.. then others wont have that much fun spending time with you... cause you might be a crappy company.

Shahali got me after....
After his time with his family...
After this which they would all be leaving...

It hit me .... really did hit me when I  cleared my drawer at Shahali's place....
And he cleared everything else...
No more Ozana ......
No more asking FatV favour rides back to uni...
No more cool bike rides with  Ihsans fugly helmet....
No more switching d AC using its wall switch behind our beds headboard.. cause d remote is shared by all  rooms in d house and  no one remembers where we left the remote last...
no more ... juz no more.... this sucks man. SUCKS. 

YOU are leavin ......

20th april 2007 4.45am.....

Pain i saw you go through... the hardship ... the self-wars...
But now.. you're leaving...
Its worse finding out this way.. at the very last seconds of the times there's left together...

Been told I have a guaranteed come back from u.....

But oh well, who knows..
I can only just really really miss u.....

so much ... .... nuthin compared to how much  i do love u.

"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

All your bags are packed, you’re ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn

The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll be back for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause you’re leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when you'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to see you go

~SHA~

C'MON....

Don say YES if its a NO!!!!

JUST DON'T. AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!!

~SHA~

Is....

truth is....

we keep on questioning what we did wrong....when we know we did everythin right...

we keep wondering what didn't v do enough, it had 2 end up so bad...
we crave for what hurts us so much...

~you cant mend what u shattered~


~SHA~