guess its today...................

hey Shahali......

By d time u read this u wont here.... 

We spent Christmas eve together...
Then the usual that felt so unusual..
Breakfast... Ozana.. the packing for the moving (the leaving actually)
BAMBOO HUT was for the night!!!!
Always only 4 special occasions ...

Then that was it... he left...finally this just got real.
Guess I'll wait.
And just wait and see..... 

SHAHALI

~SHA~

NAJU N GRACE !!!!!

~kite runners...... fugly version~

~ SHA~

SHA's DAY OUT..........

Spending time with me keeps me sane and at ease... cause if you can't spend time alone.. then others wont have that much fun spending time with you... cause you might be a crappy company.

Shahali got me after....
After his time with his family...
After this which they would all be leaving...

It hit me .... really did hit me when I  cleared my drawer at Shahali's place....
And he cleared everything else...
No more Ozana ......
No more asking FatV favour rides back to uni...
No more cool bike rides with  Ihsans fugly helmet....
No more switching d AC using its wall switch behind our beds headboard.. cause d remote is shared by all  rooms in d house and  no one remembers where we left the remote last...
no more ... juz no more.... this sucks man. SUCKS. 

YOU are leavin ......

20th april 2007 4.45am.....

Pain i saw you go through... the hardship ... the self-wars...
But now.. you're leaving...
Its worse finding out this way.. at the very last seconds of the times there's left together...

Been told I have a guaranteed come back from u.....

But oh well, who knows..
I can only just really really miss u.....

so much ... .... nuthin compared to how much  i do love u.

"Leaving On A Jet Plane"

All your bags are packed, you’re ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn

The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll be back for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

'Cause you’re leaving on a jet plane

I don't know when you'll be back again

Oh, babe, I hate to see you go

~SHA~

C'MON....

Don say YES if its a NO!!!!

JUST DON'T. AS SIMPLE AS THAT!!!

~SHA~

Is....

truth is....

we keep on questioning what we did wrong....when we know we did everythin right...

we keep wondering what didn't v do enough, it had 2 end up so bad...
we crave for what hurts us so much...

~you cant mend what u shattered~


~SHA~

Saturday Midnight Show.....

Vowed you'll love me so,
Promised you'll let me know,
Your heart said to never let go,
Yet you left before you bid hello;


I screamed a silent don't go,
You left; the reason why you didn't know,
Swear that night you killed a hope,
Shadows of a heart again could never glow;


Goodbye before you bid hello,
Begged; your love that I will follow,
Alone, the boat of life I can't row,
Away I heard love saying No....


Like the sky hiding behind the clouds when it rains,
It rained the dark the moon was not to shine,
Questioned why I should suffer this painful crime,
Blamed myself as feelings turned as sour as lime.


Bloody river tears, my ripped heart it flows,
Trust is the last thing I should show,
Assured in life together we would grow,
For now its broken glasses you left for me to swallow.


Left the miracle that once glowed,
Its too late now to say hello,
This pain remains as if I didn't let go,
Dark night remembered as the death of a black crow.

~SHA~

© Copyright Dasha - 2007 . All Rights Reserved.

A random reason.......

Life speculates the truth-fullness of fate,

the experience n the gracefulness of GOD,

the bond of family and the extends of friendship,

and d eternity of love with no exception for who falls in it.

~SHA~

Life & Lord to me : 

It is about me, about you, about them n also at times about us.......

about everyone created... about everything stated n how any of this had started......

We question GOD/HIS/HER existence,with the assumption of the existence itself is a lie, 

Some preach, some never speaks, some just to fulfill greedy needs,

GOD IS JUST ONE

We separate, spread and reinterpret GOD in just different ways and practices... Religion as I may call it.

WE always find a reason for everything, to live, to speak, to sleep, to eat.

But to believe, all you need is a will to live and a heart to love.

~SHA~

Me N Me BlOg

HEHEHEH!!!! And this is it!! my window of thinking I might be able to post what i scribble on and off one random papers i find somewhere, anywhere.




p/s: Ain't good in writing, so bare with me aites!
CHOW!!